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Kadoc Zemlupus
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Day 135, evening

[fujimaru]

Hey
How are you doing?

[ ARE YOU STILL MAD, KADOC? ]

[impostorsyndrome]

I'm not at the library, if this is a wellness check or some shit.

You could even say I'm taking it easy on myself tonight.

[fujimaru]

ヽ(>∀<☆)ノ good!!
Have you eaten yet??

Also it would've been fine if you were still at the library I just wanted to know if you were feeling better

[impostorsyndrome]

You wanna know if I'm pissed off at you.

[fujimaru]

It's fine if you are
But you seemed really upset in general
So I wanted to check on you

[impostorsyndrome]

I just don't get you. You can't have been serious about me taking over for you.

What do you even want from me?

[fujimaru]

I want you to take care of yourself ヾ( ￣O￣)ツ
I want you to be nicer to yourself??
I don't know what's so hard to understand about that

Day 147, evening

[fujimaru]

[ At this point, she has certainly talked to Akira and she's been thinking about stuff, but more importantly: ]

Soooooo
How serious were you about being willing to make food for me?

[impostorsyndrome]

[OH . . . actually he feels deeply relieved to see this very normal text for a friendly hangout . . . he didn't ruin anything!]

Of course I meant it. Let me guess, you've got nothing for dinner at your place?

[fujimaru]

[ What she does, instead of answering immediately, is text him a photo of her cabinet: it's empty except for a single half-empty chip bag. ]

All of my noodles were replaced by flowers, I think.

[impostorsyndrome]

You could be making that up as a handy excuse, or it could totally have happened. I can't decide which it is.

But it doesn't really matter. If you wanna come over tonight, go for it. I can heat you up something or we can make something fresh.

[fujimaru]

I'll be over soon ☆ ～('▽^人)
Should I bring anything?

[impostorsyndrome]

[SHE'S SO PEPPY . . . ]

If you have containers and you wanna take food home, bring those. Otherwise, I dunno. I guess if there's anything specific you want?

Day 151, evening, NSFW CONTINUATION GOES HERE,

[impostorsyndrome]

from here

[fujimaru]

[ LISTEN... it's important they get inside before she spontaneously combusts. It's a real concern she has. There's something different about it being a Plan, for the first time--with Akira, it had been an impulsive thing, a natural progression, and this is...

Well. This isn't not a natural progression, but it's more structured, at least. But when they're inside, she doesn't let go of his hand. ]

So--uh. Okay. Uh.

[impostorsyndrome]

. . . Sorry if that was putting too much on you. Or—getting weird.

[But once they're in, he turns to face her, folding his hands to both hold hers between them. They can just stand in the doorway like this and be awkward. For now.]

[fujimaru]

It's not that. I mean--it's a lot, but... it's not a bad lot.

[ She leans into it, a little closer to him. This shouldn't be so awkward! And yet, here they are, the both of them clumsy and unsure. ]

Just because I wasn't expecting it doesn't mean I think it's bad. Okay?

[impostorsyndrome]

[It's not entirely bad awkwardness, either, at least on Kadoc's side. It makes him want to shuffle closer to her, not really leaning on her yet, but offering himself, open in a way he so rarely is physically.]

You know I've gotta make sure. . . . It was a joke. The whole thing about us both tying you up. But you know how it is. There's a reason my mind went for that. Look . . . I'm not some super kinky kinda guy, that I know of. Shit, I wouldn't even know. I'm a super virgin, so have fun dealing with that. But—I'm not saying I'd never be into anything like that either. It popped into my head.

[fujimaru]

[ She takes a deep breath and smiles--a small thing, more diffident than anything--before she leans more into him. It's like a hug without putting her arms around him, they're so close. ]

It's not like I'm an expert or anything. I'm still learning a lot of what I like and what I don't! So... it's okay, if you don't know what to do. We'll figure it out.

...But, uh... I don't think I'd mind if--if you wanted to. At some point. The tying up part.

Day 155, afternoon, THIS IS YET ANOTHER NSFW CONTINUATION GUYS

[impostorsyndrome]

(( from here ))

Hey.

[He just smiles at her for a moment. Then:]

. . . I've got no idea how you guys walk around in panties without being distracted 24/7.

[Because his are definitely distracting him right now, hoo boy!]

(⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄)

[fujimaru]

[ She chokes on a laugh at that, her gaze moving down for a moment--ah. Well. She can see that, can't she, ]

I don't have the extra parts. That probably helps.

[impostorsyndrome]

[It is more obvious like this! He's still fully clothed but, you know, it's a short skirt, and stuff. He pinks when she looks, but rather than being completely humiliated . . . he mostly just hopes she likes what she sees.]

Heh. Yeah, probably. I imagine that helps in general, panties or not. I don't really know anything about what it's like for you.

[fujimaru]

[ Oh, she definitely likes what she sees, if the smile that curls her lips is any indication. After a moment, she settles a hand on his thigh, squeezing gently. ]

It just feels like wearing any other clothes, for me. I don't know what it's like having your parts, either... I like them on you, though. I like a lot of things on you.

[impostorsyndrome]

. . . Yeah? If you like this . . . good. I want you to.

[He hesitates for a beat before saying the next bit, but only for a beat; his throat works as he watches her hand on his thigh. Oh yeah, he's already reacting to that.]

'Cuz I think I could like it some too, if we liked it together.

[fujimaru]

[ Oh... her expression softens at that, helplessly fond; her fingers tighten on his thigh, but less as a suggestive gesture and more for her trying to convey how much she likes him in that gesture. He's so cute?! How is she supposed to handle this!! ]

I like it with you, for sure. So... let's figure out what works for us, okay?